Boyfriend or Bestfriend?

Assalammualaikum. Haa. Hai Hai Hai. Okay. Aku rindu gila babi nak tulis blog nii. haha . Tapi aku pun tak tahu laa nak tulis pasal apa. dah tak ada benda nak tulis kot. butt this is the storyy about my single life. Ops! Ewan? Oh ya, we still friend but Unfortunately ramai tahu tahu , why aku break dengan dia. Okay, this sound like so weird. Putus sebab pelajaran. Ok, i admit now pelajaran semakin merosot, dsebabkan terlalu ketidak controlan apabila bercinta. Aceeehh waa~ haha . but seriously im so sad, takut sangat bila kami dua nih da putus, dia punya kasih sayang tu da lain kaann? korang tak terpikit ke satu hari nanti dia akan tinggalkan aku juga? Kawan2 aku pernah cakap, "tak perlu lah putus, just conrol diri kau apabila belajar, belajar." but . im sorry guys. seriously , i love to be a single ladies todayy, hidup penuh dengan freedom. :') but sometime i feel so lonely because i miss him so much. :') Serious tak tipu. aku tak pernah padam satu pun gambar dia. tu je nak hilangkan rasa rindu, tapi kann, sometime he will call me you know. Ahhh So sweet. he still caring about me, and so on. :* For you sayangg, i really need you by my side but i a real life, you just only my bestfriends. :') Iloveyouu.